Well I have, I fell in love and never regretted my time with her. The only time she truly hurt me was when she broke my heart and left me in secluded. After her, I never smiled or laughed or had any desires or dreams. When she left I was in so much shock I just went numb and nothing mattered, it was the time when I was in desperate need of her, but Alas! She was nowhere.
I thought I could go back to how it used to be and that girl would just be a memory. But soon I came back to my senses. I cried more then
I have ever cried, I was so sad and depressed. I had the worst craving in my heart.
I crave to have dreams, desires, and goals again. The kind I had experienced with her. I craved her, and I still do. I crave her touch, how she would hold me when I was upset and whisper that it would be okay.
I crave her comfort and support, her love and laughter, her jokes and dreams of us and the promises we made. I crave her voice, her smile, her eyes, and her personality.
I crave her happiness, I crave her. But she doesn't want me anymore, at least that's what I think but I always hope that I'm wrong. What keeps me going is that hoping that she will be mine again. Hoping and dreaming those promises will come true.
Hopefully this it isn't for good and no one will replace her. I want to be with her, no one else can have my love as my partner, my equal, my other half.
She is my best friend and the only one that I care for. I love her so much. I finally realized that only I want her to be happy. When we last met, I tried to read her eyes, though could not succeed to get what I always wanted. I endeavoured to palinode everything for her smile, she smiled, but not me.
There is so much more to say but I can't write it all down.
